December 2011
needelasole:
Listen G’s, just give me a good minute to recollect myself. Seems lately I aint really know how to respect myself. Puttin’ my pride through some, I’ve gotta stop that shit. I’ve got too much resentment, it turns me childish and shit. And that’s the kinda bull that’s got me wylin’ every night. Swear I fuck up my mental more than Asians eating rice. This is ordinary though, Pain I’ve...
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So I don’t know, it’s like, you ever wish you had amnesia? You know like, you could forget who ever it was that ruined it for everyone else, that one person if you could just forget them like you would have a happier life? I keep forgetting to remember to forget all the lies, all the bullshit, and all the reasons that we had to call it quits. Pieces to our puzzle that never seemed to fit. Started...
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2012.
I’m not gonna sit here and say “New year, new me,” but I will say I’m making major changes. I need to get my life together and start focusing on myself more. I want to let go of unnecessary people and let go of all these useless emotions I’m holding on to. Most importantly though, move on and just start fresh.
I need happiness in my life for once.
What a week.
Spent it at my best friend’s house and now I’m getting ready to head home, relax, smoke a few blunts possibly, and just be in my environment.
kwills88:
Don’t tell me you miss me just so you can disappear again, don’t engage in a convo with me, only to have me be the one who’s trying to keep the convo going while you leave me there hanging. Its better to just not bother to talk to me instead of reminding me why I was better off not talking to you in the first place.
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truths-razors:
You ever look at someone and miss them? That with each breath you take and each beat of your heart is aching for them? That you can’t help but want them nowhere else but next to you. That the mere thought of them walking out of the door not knowing when you will see them again makes you stare at them just a little bit longer. Long enough to paint a mental image of what they looked...
“Said she’ll never love me, ‘cause I don’t love my own self.”
– Joe Budden (via truths-razors)
“I am lonely, yet not everybody will do. I don’t know why, some people fill the...”
– Anaïs Nin (via cannotlocatemymind)
I want new iPhone cases.
Shit.
andiwonder:
You know what I really hate? When people just leave your life like nothing. Then wanna come back whenever you want. The fuck? I’m the person that keeps hitting you up and shit…and you don’t wanna answer for weeks, months and even years. Then you wanna fucking show up? and act like everything is alright? No everything is not alright.
If you plan to keep doing that, Then stay out of...
frankocean:
i just listened to this a few times...
“Then one night, I don’t know, this all stopped seeming so amusing and temporary....”
– (via blackcarbs)
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andiwonder:
I really hate when I start being friends with someone and everything is going so great. We talk everyday and hangout when we can. Plus we open to each other and I’m hoping for the best that our friendship won’t slowly become nothing and then it does. Because I know I’m a person that tries and then…that person acts whatever to me. I fucking hate it so much.
If I had a dollar for every time I’ve felt more emotions towards a fictional character than I do towards people I know in real life, I would probably have enough money to pay for the psychiatric help I obviously need.
“Imagine - if you can - not having a conscience, none at all, no feelings of...”
– The Sociopath Next Door by Martha Stout ph.d (via blackcarbs)
So happy.
Got accepted to Felician College for Pre-Med on the spot! Plus, I got amazing financial aid.
Everything is slowly becoming reality man.. I love it.
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alienosullaterra:
So many people question my happiness. They ask if I’m happy and if I’m not then they ask why not. It has been a constant question throughout the years. I often do not know how to respond. Here is the thing, happiness is an emotion like any other. It comes and goes just like anger, hunger, annoyance, sadness, among many other emotions. I learned this long ago. I cannot expect...
cannabeans:
tonight i’m going to get fucked up and worry about everything else tomorrow